I'll be there soon!

Fearfully, I am pushing forward.  I don't know the way, but I'll be there soon and find that comfort and peace I have been searching for over the past year.  Things get thrown into the mix along the way,  and they cause great set backs but I am still on the path & still moving forward to better myself, better my family & better my relationships with my family.  I can only do what I am doing now, and nothing more or less.  My love is the glue that holds everything together.  I pray for a strong deep love, so that glue never lets loose & everything falls apart.

Promises broken, are not promises respoken.  I am listening.  I have been tested, own faith in God and my own faith in myself.  That's okay though, my sorrow is temporary; but deep.

Over the past few weeks, it's lighened & I can see other things a little more clearly.  I have been given some amazing advice and some amazing insight on the future.  And it almost seems as though it's going to be better then ever.  Out of the fog and out of the "shit" there is something clear, something pure & amazing replacing it.  I feel closer to my family then I ever have.  My husbands speaks words he's never spoken before, reaching out for me more then he ever has.  It's not always welcomed, but it's always recognized.  It's my journey.

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